gee whilokers, i havent typed in this thing in a while. thanksgiving break (woohoo) + conferences on tuesday = not many two days.
OMG THE PLAY OPEN TOMORROW. akjhdkjhdlgkjhadlkjghakdjhgliaoieutng. i think it's going to be pretty good but there are a few parts when we always mess up.
anyway. oreos are good. so is early release. and sour patcch kids. and swim practice :)
and boyyys. haha
matt is probably going to be OK.
the leukemia was caught very early on.
im going to visit him on saturday with our friend maddie. im really excited to see him (and maddie, who, even though she lives in arlington, i havent seen in a while).
FIVE DAY WEEKEND for thanksgiving.
woohoo.
libby's going to new york city (lucky fathead... haha) to see the macy's thanksgiving day parade, which i'm going to watch on TV at home. but i love thanskgiving- the start of the christmas season!- so it's all good.
i'm going to miss libby & lara a lotttt and everyone else too.
(ps. go eat an oreo. they're delish).
Matt Weber has leukemia. Cancer. My friend, my close friend, has cancer. How can someone i know have cancer? Like how does that work?
god yesterday sucked. AP was mortifying and then during rehersal, rachael called me and told me and i started sobbing.
i still cant believe it. and when i start to think about it, my eyes tear up. why matt? matt is amazing.
oh my god.
this sucks so much.
pants
i got pantsed in gym yesterday. twice. in front of everyone. hot. but embarassing. and now im frustrated with myself for various reasons that mostly have nothing to do with my pants.
dumb stupid fat retard red blue computer hot boy love play theater fashion new york christmas santa presents jesus cold winter snow spring summer bikini grades school slob door picture fire TV wire bag hat yours what friends crushes ipod music stand football swimming suit worry camera myspace freshmen sophmores ohmygod drama looks hug talking loud phone text blog video jeans abercrombie ballet boots collar polo prep ribbon ID funny yesterday ugly strech neopets powerpoint tech biology AP fun games reading candy halloween mouse cat calling wishing hoping seeing dreams SEP maupin class walking talking counselors watermelon gum roommate e-mail homecoming dance bad check grind coat loud kiss star democrat election win views publish books harry potter.
more later ;)
i hate when people think they're really cool or try to be individual or know that they're good looking.
i like high school & everything but there are a couple little things that just like frustrate. mostly people, actually.
and now i feel like a fatty because darrien bought me a mountain dew & cheetos (which were actually pretty nasty because they were "flaming hot") for lunch- which i thank him for- and then i got something from the snack machin because i threw the cheetos away..... and of course i have all of this halloween candy. i better have a dinner full of celery & carrots.
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so far there's pretty much only been like three good points of the day. and then i have rehersal... UNTIL SIX... which could be good or bad.
luckily, there's not much homework and good TV tonight.
and libby: feel better too.
morgan threw my butterfinger away. and i was looking forward to eating it after my lunch. rawrgh.
well halloween was pretty BANGING. i got lots of candy and i met up with some of the sophmores on my way taking my brother home from trick or treating. hooray.
i got really tired too, so when i got home i just took a shower & watched "house."
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we had to write about one of our dreams today in english. and i wrote about one of mine that i definitly hopes come true (think: a guy) and i seriously seriously seriously hope no one ever reads it. it was pretty corny/not well written. and possibly semi-embarassing.
mkay.
"he's not a piece of MEAT, Olivia."
(she's the man)
